Tuesday, May 11, 2010
bak agn.. zzz have heard lots of ppl saying that aiya giv up la its impossible de.. but dunno why i jus cant giv up... its been exactly 3 mths today since that painful day.... memories flowing through my mind... zzz haiz cant go on like this.. but i have to... jus cant let go... dunno why.. gotta learn how to let go.. plz.. someone help mi... or the only person that can help mi is myself? haiz is it fun to play wif other's feelings? if it is fun then the person being played is living in misery... the person that is playing may think it is fun but it is not... hate life hate myself for being a useless guy (maybe bcome gay? it might be better?) and i hate everything... see no hope but still dun giv up.. what for? ppl also bo chap.. they might know how i feel but will they ever recognise what we did? NO they dun. they jus play until u go crazy.. haiz dun wanna be played... bobian.. haiz qu chi da bian la chi duo le dui shen ti you yi.. bye.. hate life and everything else...
Under the moon light ...all i ever see is you... ;
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